After A Year

 Hi and hello peeps,

Like always la kan after a year ada lah post baru yang tak berkaitan and tak ada siapa nak baca. Kena tunggu setahun baru reti nak bukak blog. Ye lah sekarang kan bukan zaman blog lagi dah. Sekarang zaman tiktok dah. Short videos but I stick to this kind of thing since aku ni kan oldschool. Adik aku selalu cakap aku ni old school and aku punya music playlist pun banyaknya lagu lama-lama. I am okay with that. Tapi, aku ada okay tiktok. Do follow me. My name is mininakinura. 

Okay, aku pun bukan nak cerita pasal zaman-zaman dah berlalu yang aku tak reti nak moveo on tu sangat, just wanna talk about how my life sekarang. Dari form one start blogging and now aku dah ada stable job, dah jadi engineer dah pun. Dah besar rupanya aku ni, cuma nak kahwin bila tu je lah aku taktau. Hahaha okay tak nak mention pasal kahwin sebab calon pun takada lagi. Jangan kata jasad, bayang pun aku nampak lagi. Kalau samar-samar tu better but nope, tak ada langsung. 

Aku ada jugak plan nak buat balik vlog macam aku selalu buat zaman study dulu eventhough i know tak ada siapa pun nak tengok but i did out of interest in editing kan. Tapi tu lah, entah la macam tak ada semangat pun ada. Lately ni, my depression become worst like really worst. Barcode? dah jadi macam routine dah. Lengan aku memang tak cantik dah. I try really hard to overcome it. Pray for me lah, because I don't know how long I can stand. I'm not gonna talk about that so let's move on to how's my life right now. 

Now I am an engineer in a factory yang namanya dirahsiakan. Fikir-fikir balik kan, I am proud jugak lah in myself. I am now an engineer but QA engineer lah tapi. Quality Assurance adalah department yang paling aku elakkan masa aku mintak kerja. Satu pun aku tak mintak QA. It's not aku tak boleh go, in fact I do well masa subject Quality Engineering dulu. I got A okay and I participated in class discussion. My quizzes also all got As. Tapi itulah, orang kata lagi kita taknak lagi kita dapat kan. So aku taknak lah jadi kaya. Okay tak. Kan Tuhan dah kata, tak semestinya apa yang kamu tak suka itu buruk bagi kamu so aku just think that this is the best for me right now. I do well in my work. 

Stress? itu normal as an engineer especially in industry macam aku. I have plan to further my study. Nak ambik master lah but I don't know where. Aku ada tengok UKM, ada lah course aku nak tu and also UTM, not to forget IIUM but aku still tak tau aku boleh commit ke tak. Untuk study and focus I know I can do it tapi untuk commit going to class everyweek macam, oh god sebab yang aku mintak semuanya 5 jam perjalanan dari tempat yang aku stay right now. I'm dying to study again. I miss all those moment. Aku harap next year, I'll be a postgrad student lah kot. Pray for me okay.

I'll be posting here once a week kot after this because this blog has some kind of healing. It reminds me of my old self. Eventhough I know no one gonna read it. 

Bye.....