Unrequited Love

Assalamualaikum

Hi and hello

Greeting, earthlings. Well, as for this morning which wifi is so at super speed, i had taken my step to make an entry but as usual i don't know what should i write so I thought that maybe I should write about what happen to me at the moment. According to title, i guess all of know what happen right.

Falling in love is not our choice. Sometimes, it just happened that way. Fall for someone at the first sight, fall for someone that being nice to you. That is something that we cannot control. Even me, fall for someone that's really nice, gentleman and very cute. But unluckily for me, i think that i have taken the wrong step. I like him the way he is. The way he talks, the way his hair were done and of course the way he smile.

I confessed.

What a big mistake that I've done. I thought that when I told him my feeling, then I could get away from it. I could be free. I could feel satisfied. I was wrong. It hurts more when he didn't say what you really want. What you hope is not what you get. An unrequited love is something that can be terrible sometime.It become more worse when you can't even play badminton together with him. That's what happened to me. I was playing badminton, and then he came then suddenly he became my partner and there it goes. My mind went blank and I didn't know what to do, what to react and in the end, I stopped the game and pretending I wanna go to the toilet. Then, I thought how stupid I was.

I don't know what he thinks of me and I really wanna know. Do you know how much I miss how I can see he smile. The way he speaks to me. The way he came and ask me is everything okay when everyone just don't really care. The way he ask me, where I usually eat. I just miss all of that.

Well, that is all about. My heart, my feeling, my thought. I know it can be really hurt sometimes, but there's something that makes you wanna stay. I just don't know.